I am fine, everything is fine oh, I am doing great No, it’s been amazing ! – all lies, lies that sell too easy, because the world- too busy to spot the lines, beneath those eyes the dried trail of tears besides the lips, curved in a fake smile because the world- too busy in […]
sunsets
As I sit here, the waves touching my feet, a kiss on the skin, then a retreat; Looking at the orange canvas I recall how my mother always told me not to click sunsets, whenever I showed her a sunset picture, she would go on and on about how she always believed and felt often […]
the park bench
She was in the park by seven anxiously waiting, hoping he would come early today, looking at the corner bench – their usual seat worried, would it be easy to leave all this behind and run away to a faraway world away from the memories that clawed to her heart, run away to somewhere they […]
About new years and hope
What is it about new years and hope? every year, as the last number (of a date) increments itself by one, our hearts are filled with joy. the change of just a number makes us feel closer to hope somehow, for it feels like an opportunity to restart and re-kick life; just as earth begins […]
Her hallucinations
A vision, in the swirls of smoke, A fantasy, of the freedom she longed, from saucers, pans and tightened hair-strands, A paradise, hidden beyond clutches of patriarchy.
Chaos
In chaos, I drown lose my identity, revert to basics. In chaos, I struggle erase my rhythm, re-write the lyrics. In chaos, I strive burn to ashes, rise like a phoenix. In chaos, I live. In chaos, I shine. In chaos, I perish.
Time
neither in what was, nor in what will be is where life is; but in this time between these fleeting moments one – here – now one here – gone here, life lives!
solace in specters
Sometimes on my way homeI take a detourand visit the haunted house of our memories;I try to spot the specterof a love that we once shared, unable to pick and removethorns from the nightmares that still visit me some nights,even after failed attempts of uninviting them,of un-wishing them;The haunted house is painted black,and the door […]
A façade
It’s all a façade that we put up, trying to hide the turmoil of thoughts and feelings, as shards of nightmares -of what once were our dreams crush us from inside tearing away our existence with each thrust, gnawing away our sanity, one thread at a time; It’s all a façade that we put up, […]
The order in disorder
Recently, I finished reading ‘A thousand splendid suns’ by Khaled Hosseini. The book introduces you to the bluntness of life and leaves you marveling about how one manages to survive all these excruciating circumstances. There are several pages in this book, wherein an older version of me would have bawled her eyes out. But now, […]